If you think you can find it you can play with it. It will be fun just feeling you dig around for what isn't even there for you to find. It hasn't been amputated. I'm not a dick amputee but I did start chemical castration in June of 2021 and it's working just as I had hoped it would. It's difficult for me to fuck anyway so now I just give head and get ass fucked and yes boys... I'm single.